February 2012
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Though I Normally Don’t Post Anything Political...
I will briefly say this: I don’t want to live in an America run by Rick Santorum. Though I don’t think his chances of winning are very high, there’s always the small chance that he may, in fact, be voted into office by a nation full of “religiously-repressed” bible-bashers who are trying to force the democratic party out of office for some reason or another.
I’ve stated many times that I don’t...
juliainreallife asked: I have this creepy yet not creepy infatuation with you and I just think you are fabulous. Thanks (:
Striking
I find it a bit ironic that every time my workload increases and my career prospects perk up I seem to lose touch with the few peers my own age that mean the most to me, usually by my own unintentional doing. Then begins a 3-month-long process of growing apart and then trying to find the critical inconsistency therein so as to try to rebuild what we had in the first place. It never fails.
And...
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Valentine’s Day
While a large portion of the world is vigorously making plans to spend tonight with their significant others, I am spending my 17th consecutive Valentine’s Day in the grasp of self company. And you know, I’m okay with that; because while the Lovers love, the creators can create. I’m spending tonight planning world domination of the most ingenious sort, plotting out a brief tenure in the studio...
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54th Annual Grammy Predictions
To be perfectly clear, I’m not doing every single category — I’m rather only predicting the categories that myself and the general public care about the most. The options in italicized bold are who I predict will win (whether I actually like them or not), and any options left without a line through them are who I feel has the strongest chance of winning.
Record of the Year
Rolling in the Deep -...
They turn the water off, so I live without water, they build walls higher, so I live without treetops, they paint the windows black, so I live without sunshine, they lock my cage, so I live without going anywhere, they take each last tear I have, I live without tears, they take my heart and rip it open, I live without heart, they take my life and crush it, so I live without a future, they say I am...
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On the Subject of Madonna Ciccone’s Super Bowl...
Madame Ciccone,
I’ve been a lifelong fan; really, I have. But I must ask…what was that?
Don’t misunderstand me, as far as dance recitals go, it was beautifully mediocre, but that whole “performance” was a pastiche of synthetic crap. You’ve been bashed for years now for lip-synching by the public and legends (like Elton John who famously berated your obvious mouthing during the 2004...
Anonymous asked: So im pretty jealous of your singing. I can see you going far in your life and i would be over joyed to see you make it big and to tell you the truth i know you will! You have the talent and a beautiful voice. Listening to you for the first time took my breath away and left me speechless! :]
I feel as if I’m standing on a very thin line, the crossing of which will initiate the beginning of my life.
Stasis
It astounds me on a variety of levels that I’ve been able to maintain any stable relationships in public high school, let alone 3. I can honestly say that I will look upon this period of my life in my adulthood as wasted years spent amongst the most vile and ignorant dregs of society, wherein I learned nothing more than how to function as a member of a vain society, and how much hatred I really...
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savannahryan asked: How was your showcase?
Lonely
I’ve been overcome with a startling realization of how lonely I really am, and it murders me on the inside.
My logic tell me to continue what I’m doing and not bother with the trivial idea of a normal relationship that seems so common amongst my age group, but my instincts say otherwise.
January 2012
21 posts
owlloveyoufeatherandeather asked: I'm also an Aquarius and I really admire you. You're an amazing person and you're truly talented. I love reading your blog. It's almost as unique as you are. Thank you for shining your light onto our dim society.
Anonymous asked: That Gaga album you did is fantastic. I've been listening to it since you put it up and it's just so well done. Thank you. x
Question Existing
I doubt my infatuation with and study of various serial killers is hardly healthy. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not a new interest, but recently I’ve been finding myself turning to various outlets to peruse volumes of information about these dregs of humanity, analyzing their various methods and modus operandi (if only to relieve boredom). It’s beginning to find it’s way into my lyrics, and I fail...
Unfathomable
While flipping through an older journal of mine from the beginning of 2010 earlier this afternoon, I found an old lyric that was nothing more than a verse and the first line of a chorus. I (somehow) remembered the exact melody of the song — albeit probably in a different key than originally intended — which was odd given the circumstances. I typically cannot remember a melody to an...
Anonymous asked: You're an incredible person. You're one of my best friends and I look forward to becoming closer to you over the next few years of our lives. You are such an inspiration to me and to many other people as well. You are amazing, inside and out and I love everything about who you are. And in all honesty, I hope to fall in love with you one day. Who wouldn't want to marry their best...
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While We’re Young
For those that don’t know, my 17th birthday came and went this Friday, January the 20th; and how did I spend the transpiring weekend?
By going out with the greatest friends ever for a gourmet Chinese dinner, spending a day writing and planning total Pop Culture domination with Grammy-nominated producer Rogers Masson, and rehearsing my pop music for the first time with a full band for my showcase...
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Remember the Time
Do you ever wonder if they think about it? If they really think about how easily they ripped your heart out (maybe multiple times); or how they played with your mind until all that was left was a sad, scarred, conglomerate of mixed emotions; if they stay awake at night and cry themselves to sleep thinking of how they hurt someone; if they ever think of you when they smell your cologne on someone...
Anonymous asked: I want you to father my young...
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While on GagaDaily several nights ago, an idea arose in the Discussion boards for someone to create a Gaga concept record in the style of of Cirque du Soleil’s Love album (which was built around the music of the Beatles). And so, that night, I began work on this record — a pop art opera telling Gaga’s story beginning from birth. I used bits from her entire catalogue and...
Deja Vu
It’s incredible how easily the psyche can lapse into itself.
For those who don’t know, I spent two months on death watch in a hospital when I turned 10 as the result of what started as a ruptured appendix. I won’t go into too many details, but I will say that my time in the gurneys left me with a crippling fear of syringes, my first doubts about religious institutions, scar tissue that will...